Feminine Force Blog

WELCOME Autumn Woman as you return to this Colorful Season of Life … a season that does not fade!

Welcome … as YOU are being honored and celebrated for your gratitude, your wisdom, your readiness to create the next half of your life with the Divine as your lead with Spirit … with Heart and Soul … with Wisdom gained … with Courage … with Faith … with Trust … with Boldness … with Commitment to your Truth … to Authenticity .. .to Freedom …. to Joy … to embracing the Wonderment of Life … to walking and dancing to the Beat of Your own Drum and to acknowledge the Beat of another.

For we each are just as beautiful and glorious even if we sing and dance to different notes, yet are able to blend in a harmonious union of ONE heart song … like the many instruments of the orchestra playing together.

Embrace the next leaf that falls … it’s changing colors of green to red to gold … the alchemy of Life … the cycles of birth, growth, release, death and re-birth .. the cycle that allows Life to continue within the Universal laws of Creation and of Nature … to honor the Feminine Force of Love and renewal of Nature, of Creation, and of Beauty in ALL that is LIFE.

Autumn brings the season of honoring ALL that comes from the Creator Force and abounds within our physical planet and within our physical bodies … as the fruits of summer are being harvested.  We are the sacred temple for Spirit to experience Life, for God/dess to live inside us and to dance with the Universal Divine in ALL.  We create and experience … breathing, walking, playing, singing and being here on Mother Earth … something to be praised for and blessed with gratitude and thanksgiving, each and every day.

Blessed Be to the Fall … to the Equinox … to the Balance of Energetic Forces … of Night and Day … of Light and Dark … to Human and Divine … to Masculine and Feminine … and finding the UNITY within ALL … as our Heart is the center of ALL that is Above, Below, Left, Right, Inside, Out, and Within.

Welcome Autumn Woman as SHE returns to the Center … from here SHE leads … leading HERself in the way of continual learning, expanding, growing, and evolving from the Center … from the Center of HER heart … the Union within HER Being … this Union and Remembrance begets the Return to equality and balance from within Body and Soul.

Return of Autumn Woman … Welcome once again to this Beautiful Colorful, Changing Season that Balances the Universal Forces of Life within your Being!

“Do not feel lonely, the entire Universe is inside you. Stop acting small. You ARE the Universe in ecstatic motion. Set your life on fire. Seek those who fan your flames.” ~ Rumi

About 4 years ago I did some mentoring with a colleague and she introduced me to her Womb Meditation.  It was a different kind of meditation as it required movement.  I tried to practice a little bit.  However, when I attended a weekend workshop with her, where we learned to move from our womb and initiate all movements of dance from our womb … it was life changing … and more so as I reflect upon it today!

At the end of the weekend, I realized how this experience was more powerful than I imagined … not only for myself … but to witness the other women and how they were moved by the Divine.  Most of us had tears streaming down our face as we danced, tapping into, not only the energy of our womb, but the energy of the UNIVERSE and to be “Dancing with the Divine.”  For me, I also knew my hands were an intricate part of my dance.  I could feel the energy moving from my womb out into my fingers and also feeling as if I was touching the Universal energetic field through them.  The feedback I received also confirmed, for it was as if my “hands were doing some form of Tai Chi” and my mentor expressed that I was “a master weaver.”

Over the years, I practiced sporadically if I heard music that move me.  However, about two years ago, I KNEW a higher part of me could transmit and send out energy through my body, and especially my hands, as I moved and danced … calling it my “Temple Dance.”  I became not only intrigued with hearing women speak, or more often sing, Light Language.  At times I could feel myself being pulled into moving my own hands in accord, if resonating with what was being transmitted … kind of like having to sing along with your favorite song when it comes on the radio.  This has been, and continues to be, a very sacred journey of discovery … connecting with the Goddess Divine … allowing HER energy to flow through me … especially with the movement of my hands as I allow HER to come in, more and more, when serving my clients energetically.

With this prelude having been shared … I offer this blog and writing with you, as I feel called to surrender to the whole process of what came through this week.  It was the FIRST time I was pulled out of dream state and awakened such that I could NOT take in simply a vision or phrase … here and there … make a note in my journal and return to sleep.  This was like a constant drumming of the Goddess and an awakening, as if SHE was saying … “Now is the time … I AM here to be heard AND I AM here to be felt.”  I woke initially and wrote a message, only to return to bed, hearing HER voice streaming forth with what felt like a rhythm and melody within the words.  It was like a poem, or chant, which I was hearing and feeling throughout my being.  I simply surrendered, allowing HER to be truly felt and heard.  I share this as I feel it is SHE who will no longer be silenced in any form.  SHE speaks to be heard, to be felt in our bodies, and to unlock the Wisdom, Beauty, and Creative Power of the Universe that we, as women, hold within our sacred Magdalene Temple and Goddess Womb.

I also share as I recently had the honor of a private Womb ceremony with my priestess sister, Lisa Bardell.  I have no doubt that it was an collaborative offering, that for me, served as deeper honoring, opening and appreciation of the magic that resides within my womb, as well as serving as a catalyst for my willingness and allowing for this Divine emanation to pour forth.  Should you be curious, Lisa Bardell is offering a Global Online Womb Healing Ceremony, on Aug. 28th … https://www.facebook.com/events/440274220150682/.

08/20/2019 . . .  ~12:00 am

“Feel…the Art in HER Womb Song”

“Ours is the Art … the Art that moves so well.
Ours is the Art … the Art women know so well.
Ours is the Art … the movement is actually the Sound.
Ours is the Art … where Divinity meets the ground.
Ours is the Art … where lust is NOT the game.
Ours is the Art … where mutual heart is gained.
Ours is the Art … we offer from within the temple walls.
Ours is the Art … where each woman is a magnetic call.
Ours is the Art … that man will pay to absorb.
Ours is a luxury … for men desire to feel the Goddess in their midst … NOT the way of lust … but the way of knowing  HER divine presence as a Gift.
Ours is a way … to understand the Art of Divine LOVE is NOT through the gateway of the throne … but resounding notes of body, heart and soul.
Ours is the Art … for man to remember what flows through his veins … yet forgotten along the way.”

“As SHE is drawn in from Above … cascading down within HER crown … within HER central channel … within the spine … unlocking codes … rocking … Her womb moves to the Universal notes and vibration of the Goddess’ song … enlivening …widening … encircling the throng of its accord … HER Womb Song … Body/Heart … Heart/Soul … Soul/Womb … ALL moving as ONE … returning and expanding back out into the etheric realm.”

“A symphony within every cellular fiber of Being, ignited in the Dance. The Dance onto the Goddess … bringing HER forth within the Magdalene Temple … the Artistry from within the Womb.  Embrace HER … embrace HER Dance … embrace HER Temple Dance as SHE echoes the LOVE song of long ago … of the Goddess through HER womb … HER creative space … pristine … crystal, clean, clear … pure … strong … emanating notes of remembering HER.”

“HER song that vibrates from within the essence of Joy … for once was lost … yet HER memory remains in the back of man’s mind for which he seeks … HER Divine LOVE.  To feel the presence of the Divine from within the Temple Dance of HER moving Womb … having heard HER … and felt HER … not of physical or sexual touch … but through the frequency of the Universe SHE puts forth from inside the cavern of HER womb  … where all the secrets of creation and the Universe reside … to be forever awakened from within every cellular memory that once was closed and walled … as HER frequency is echoed back to the Universe and Creator Force.” (finished at 12:33 pm).

“Art of the Womb is the Magic in the Temple Dance … to awaken the breath of Life from within every woman who walks and breathes HER Goddess Divine … into HER Magdalene Temple … body, bones and breasts … and from within the womb, into the world … and upon the Earth … beneath HER feet.”

12:40 am…
“It starts with opening the channel … to spiral down through the crown … down within the spine. Pulling HER source stream deep into the womb … anchoring HER and beaming HER out from within … gentle movements … flowing … expanding … contracting.  Your whole being is an energetic womb … pulling in all the energetic rays of the Central Sun … converging and igniting into the sacred womb space… and emerging throughout the pillars of your Magdalene Temple … as if the Living Waters of the Divine have flowed into your being and are now being released … the gates can no longer hold back the flood. Allow this Divine over-flowing river … the current of HER … to take over … to take you … consume all your energetic bodies … merging … your earth presence from within your Magdalene Temple uniting WITH the Divine … moving as ONE.”

“You step aside to allow HER entry and grant HER access to your physical temple … body … pelvis… womb … hips … solar plexus … heart … limbs … and hands … to sing HER song through the Artistry of the Dance of ONE … from within every cell and particle of being.  Through your body, SHE flows outward from deep within your womb … the Temple for Divine LOVE prevails … the Goddess Temple of emanating LOVE prevails … persists … pours forth in time with the magic … the majestic beauty … of the ONE song.  Allow yourself to be the Divine Instrument for HER song to be sung.”

“Breathe HER into your body that which creates and beams of Goddess Divine from within your depths … breathe in the awakened state … out of the longing and INTO the knowing you are LOVE … just as the blooming Desert Rose thirsts for the Light of the Sun … we each sing the Goddess Song within our Temple Dance … giving Life to HER song of Love through our womb … through our movement … through our Dance …. through our form … and through our Life.”

2:20 am … “Passion Wanes of the Goddess”… seeing lots of purple color

4:00 am … Lots of Spheres … Cauldrons … of Ember Fire Burning … “SHE has come Home.”

5:00 am … Seeing Purple Desserts … Desserts??? … “The DESSERT of Transformation . . . . . Enjoy!”

“Passion wanes of the Goddess … as the spheres of ember fires burn within the collective womb … for SHE has come Home.  This is the Sweet Reward of Transformation … the DESSERT of Transformation .  Enjoy … for the GODDESS has truly awakened within us and is Home!”

Channeled and written by Cheryl Berry … 08/20/2019.

In Loving Service to the Divine…

I was led back here today, to this journal writing that was written exactly a year ago.  These journal writings of “Tuesdays with Sophia” began 07/24/2018 and went through 9/25/2018.  I wrote an earlier blog, “For Sophia,” but never shared it beyond the website out of fear of being too visible and not knowing how it would be received??? However, when divine synchronicity occurs soooo many times, you just have to say maybe . . . just MAYBE . . . you are being nudged to take a leap of faith.

I share this today, as I feel I am being called to the GARDEN GATE, to trust further opening my heart . . . as I believe we are ALL being asked to do.  For the Heart opens to the frequency of LOVE and offers TO Love in return.  Your Heart is the Gate, the threshold, in which beyond it’s entrance lies the magic and wonder of Divine Love for transmutation, transformation and re-birth.

“Sophia’s Garden GATE is every Heart . . . the gate that once opens, allows Love TO flow, to transform . . . re-birthing your Life, as well as your Soul.” ~ Cheryl 

Over the last couple of weeks I have had two garden snakes cross my path at the front door of the studio . . . not one . . . but TWO!  One small and black, curled up sitting on the door mat. The other almost white, larger, fully elongated, slithering across the walkway below the door.  Since I could have stepped on either of them . . . I believe TRANSFORMATION is afoot for myself, and for ALL of us.

Over the course of yesterday and today, I also saw two FB posts regarding snakes.  One referenced embracing the polarity of the Divine Feminine written eloquently by Keith Overstreet . . . which my garden snakes were definitely two polar opposites.  The other FB post was about grief and acceptance written by Gwen Flowers, posted by Cosmic Dancer with the image of a woman, snake and flowers.  I had written the word grief on a post-it note on Monday, not sure why???  However, feeling that I was grieving on some level letting go of parts of my life, in order to allow new changes and transformation to come in.  It is a time for us of each to fulfill our soul’s calling.

Usually two of something really gets my attention to take notice.  Even when my friend, Julie, asked . . . “what do you think the snakes mean?”  I just brushed it off as the transformational process, and I would look deeper to its meaning and meditate on it later.  Apparently, my “later” was not in accordance with the Divine’s timing.  I needed not 2 . . . not even 3 . . . but 4 snakes to show up in my world to have me stop, start paying attention, and really take notice to the message trying to get through.

AND if that wasn’t enough, all this came up in conversation with not one, but TWO of my clients today.  With my first client this afternoon, I felt this unexpected calling to share about the snakes that had shown up at the studio door.  As I was speaking, I started to see a “garden gate.”  I could also see an image of a person standing at the opening of the gate and hearing “transformation.”  Interestingly enough, there is such an event called “The Transformational Gate,” by chiropractor Donny Epstein.  However, this felt all symbolic to the studio and the garden room.

“As you come to the GATE, which is the opening of your Heart, you come because you have let go of fear regarding what is ahead, for even if you can not see how the path will unfold, what currently is, or has been, no longer serves you.  You come to this place surrendering, accepting, and ready for what is next even if you have no idea what is the next step, or what ALL is truly on the other side.   It is the threshold to say I have had enough, and I AM ready to step in Love, be Love, and TO Love, following the lead of my Heart and Soul.” ~ Cheryl 

At the Garden GATE to your Heart is the Divine Sophia, creatress of all that is.  SHE is there to guide you from the will of the Ego, to the will of Spirit, and deep into your Heart.  May you honor, Dear Sisters and Brothers, the sacred aspects of the Divine Feminine within the Universe and the many roles SHE takes on in human form.  May we each bring forth ALL that is flowing through our physical vessel, not only to transform our own lives, but to transform and rebirth the world.

Journal Writing 07/24/2018 . . .”Tuesdays with Sophia . . .
Tuesdays with Mary (as Mary Magdalene giggles) . . .
Tuesdays with Green Tara . . .
It started out over the weekend, seeing myself sitting and chatting with Sophia. It was a lovely idea that came into my mind and vision. It felt like the perfect way for us to just sit and have coffee on Tuesdays. “Tuesdays with Sophia” would be my devotional time to my spiritual practice, meditating, writing, creating my intuitive energy practice and scheduling clients for my new endeavor of hand on energy work. Any divine wisdom that SHE wished to share and for me to be in communion with HER was a coveted time to do so. I loved it and felt it was the next creation to step into!
Then I heard “Tuesdays with Mary.” Mary Magdalene was to be part of the conversation. She has been my channel to connect easier to Sophia, the link between us. Almost as if translator for our vibrations to communicate with greater ease. So I was anticipating sitting having coffee with Sophia and Mary M. Every time I mentioned the idea of “Tuesdays with Mary,” I could see her giggle. It made me happy too. Maybe it sounded too much like “Tuesdays with Morrie” . . . the book.  She seemed to find it quite humorous and it felt joyful all around.
Then I saw this beautiful absolutely green goddess the night before (07/23/2018) we were to gather for this sacred time. As I was lying in bed, she appeared in my vision. She was totally green from head to toe, with a green grapevine crowning her head with a green little bird perched on top. Wow, I thought how she makes me think of Mother Nature. She was personified elegance in form. Then I realized she must be appearing this way for me to think of “Green Tara” from the book, The Sophia Code, by Kaia Ra.
As Tuesday morning arrived, I spent quite some time reading about Green Tara from the Sophia Code, and reciting the mantra from that chapter. I wanted some insight as to why she showed up in my consciousness. After connected with her message, I felt complete and ready to see what would happen when opening this sacred space for “Tuesdays with Sophia.”
Needless to say, I invited all 3 Divine Feminine Forces to sit with me on this day. I enjoyed my coffee, and they joked about the idea that they preferred some other form of “elixir.” But they were still willing to participate in the time for Divine Wisdom and sharing of questions and answers.
Mary M. sat directly across from me. I felt she and I were linked heart to heart. Sophia was to my left, and what I considered the head of the table. Green Tara sat to my right, directly in line with Sophia. They felt as if they linked the pathway between Heaven and Earth. It felt like a 4 pointed star, or Divine quartet, engaged in spiritual conversation.
I asked Mary M. if I could speak to Sophia directly since she is my direct link. I turned my attention to my left, asking “What would you like the world to know about you, and what would you like “me” to know about you?
Sophia…What is the first question?
About me.
Sophia…You are a wonderment.
I take that as amusement as well.
Sophia…Yes. You amuse me and create a wave of “What?” How you get stalled?
Do you know why I do?
Sophia…Yes. It is apparent. I am here to help free your mind, body, heart, soul in going forward in following.
Is it following?
Sophia…It’s more like dreaming, creating what you dream. You are no different than the rest. You all stop, start, stall.
What about the laws of man?
Sophia…I wish to hand that to Mary.
Explain to me, how to maneuver through this mired of dense vibration, of limitation, and staying in our true nature of limitless possibility? Is there a way when you hear “no” from laws that govern our society?
I sense a response of “find a new society?” (laugh) Yes?
Mary…No. Find a New Way
I get that. I am at a loss.
Mary…I know. Look to God, to Faith, to “US” to help and to find it for you.
Is that free will?
Mary…As long as you ask for help, support.
How?
Mary…How what? To ask?
You know my predicament?
Mary…Yes. I know whole heartedly. WE ALL know, that is why we’ve come to support you. Asking is your birthright. “Seek and ye shall find.”
Gr. Tara, you came to me last night. So beautiful. So I could recognize you, or was it to recognize myself? What has prompted you being here, please don’t be insulted, or what are you offering me?…to dispel the 8 fears?…to activate another transmission?…to reconnect to my “roots”? (ha)…ground me, if you will? Help me find calm, centeredness? Show me how you have always been with me?
Gr. Tara…Does it matter?
Not really. I really like the bird in your hair (laugh), knowing I can’t stand the flapping of wings by my head. What else can you tell me today?
Gr. Tara…I am your Earth Mother (strokes my head/hair). I am here to teach you sovereignty and wholesomeness (being whole in your Divinity). I am the creator (vehicle) of the plants and life itself. I wish you no harm, nor anyone, nor anything. “I am the bridge” upon which you (the collective) stand to discover your Divinity once again, where Heaven and Earth meet is in your heart. I am the Bridge.
As I finished with a few more personal questions regarding going forward.
We closed the sacred space by pulling energy from all 4 sides of the table up into the center, about 2 feet off the table top. It was pearl of omniscient light that became a seeding, becoming smaller pearls that broke forth like a star burst.
Sophia…Allow the Light to lead you home.
Mary M…Allow the Light, your Divinity, to be re-discovered in your heart (translating for Sophia).
Gr. Tara…Home is right here, on Earth, you don’t have to leave, just be present with ALL of who you are! Blessed be my love.
Seeing…
Gr. Tara below me.
Mary M. in my heart.
Sophia above me.
Portal (above) — Well (center) — Bridge (below).
Thank You…3 Divine Feminine Forces of the Christ Light.
Yes, I will finish the room.
Then what?” . . . As I was called to reread this passage tonight, and bring it to the surface, I feel part of the message is that we never know what will transpire one year, two, three, five, ten, or twenty years later. Sometimes we just have to take the first step, trusting it, and then trusting we will be shown the next, and then the next.

It has been a full year since that writing.  Yes, the Garden Room For Sophia has been finished, although I, personally, have had more transformation to occur within me so that it can now be fully be birthed for it’s Divine purpose.  I, too, stand at the threshold of what is the next step, asking for guidance and clarity each day, and feeling blessed to also assist my clients in coming into their own Heart and TO Love.

I feel the ultimate message Sophia is asking us, is that when we each come to the GATE of our Heart, surrendering TO Love; our acceptance allows the Heart to open more fully.  Once at the threshold of the Heart’s open Gate, we feel the pull of Spirit, which is undeniable.  It is a remembrance and invitation to trust again and to step in further TO Love.  May you allow your Heart to always lead you from this day forward, may you continue to embrace your transformation and evolution within your being and along your Soul’s path . . . no matter where the journey leads or what lies ahead . . TO Love ALL . . . and All that IS.

In Loving Service . . .

Since last December, I have been called to diligently tune into my guidance and follow Spirit’s lead.  I have been receiving messages and visions far beyond I ever imagined AND guided to not only write in my journals, but within this blog, and to compile a book . . . trusting it will be birthed in divine timing.

I was told to write many years ago . . . decades now.  However, I never felt I could share with anyone.  So there was this question of Why?  For What purpose?  For Whom?  How do I distribute what seems to be stirring inside?

So I simply kept my visions/messages/writing to myself.  Some, I have to sadly say, I threw out.  There was fear that someone reading what I wrote would think I was nuts, and it would not be of any value, or make any sense.  The regret in throwing some of my writings away, however, has taught me a powerful lesson.

Acts of faith, to follow through with one’s Divine Guidance, or Spiritual Calling, is not intended for outside approval.

So this theme of looking for the affirmation from the outside world came up AGAIN last week following my most recent meditation.  I chalk it up to the Lunar Eclipse and the Divine truly pressing ALL of us forward to clean and clear what no longer serves us.  I started questioning if what I was offering was truly “good enough?”  No one is sharing their experience.  Maybe one or two might tell me personally, afterwards in private, that it was “perfect.”  What started to play out in my mind, whether there is any one benefiting from the meditations, from the writings, from the messages???

As I prayed for guidance, Spirit and the Divine Feminine in ALL HER many facets, made it crystal clear I was being too hard on myself.  I was guided to stop and step away from the visible, the concrete in terms of feedback; to let go of the need to feel love or appreciation, or receive affirmation by others for what comes through.  ALL those who are to receive will receive as they are ready.

It is not mine to decide how, when, where or what they actually receive . . . NOT my job.

My job is to transmit . . . plane . . . simply.

Period.  No attachment . . . nil, zip, zero . . . to the outcome.

I KNOW this truth as a chiropractor, but as I AM feeling this call to expand more fully and be more visible with ALL of who I AM, the looking for approval and validation resurfaced.  This is the precipice of being, standing here at the edge of surrendering to Spirit and deciding “do I soar with the golden wings of my Soul, or do I look to others to give me permission to fly . . . to be seen . . . to be heard?”

Each person has their journey and the catalytic process of healing/transmutation can be sparked at any point in time as it comes from within.  As a facilitator of healing or a conduit for the healing process, no matter the modality of which one uses, our part may not, be the spark.  We may set the stage for a domino effect to play out, or we may simply hold the space and be the safe haven for the individual to trust what they already know for themselves, allowing the rest, which truly resides from within their own being, to unfold.

It is in the practice for mastery that we are guided by our own heart’s discernment and our Soul’s guidance.  With this I was being shown the gymnast as an example of someone engaged in a skill that requires a level of “mastery.”  SHE practices on her own accord.  SHE practices each day to perform to the level for which SHE SEEKS, and not for the applause of the audience in the stands, but for her for own Heart’s calling . . . for HER soul’s decree . . . or pledge of service to the Divine.  I was told to just keep practicing for the sake of pure soul mastery to service in that which I AM being called AND have committed prior to this coming into form.

Although my writing has been going on for years, what has been coming through for the last year and a half, has been very specific to Mary Magdalene and the Source stream that flows from and through HER . . . the Divine Feminine . . . and into me.

Below, I share what came through in December, as I feel it was a catalytic spark from the Divine that has been leading to “Mary Magdalene Ministry . . . TO Love” which came through just days before HER “feast day” of honoring and celebration for today, July 22.

I had to lay down as the visions and information started coming.  At some point I drifted off, whether sleep or a suspended level of altered consciousness???  I just know I was out.  Only when I came back to the awareness of the room and got up, was I able to recapture the words and understanding as I began writing, hoping I could bring what I received into greater conscious awareness.  12/16/2018  . . . “Light Codes activated, downloaded – Magdalene Rose Codes of Light – Double Christos, conjoined, Stargate Portal, openingheavenly stars, mirror image co-joining of energy, ultimate marriage of the Christ –> Feminine Return Home.  Yeshua called me to this place as HE and I are ONE in this light coding, to not be forsaken, not forged (forced).  Remember who you are in relationship from where you come, I Love.  Remembering of downloads through Portal Gate.  Watch for signs, growth.  I AM an ‘Emissary’ (representative) conjunction of energy, together woven, marrying (immersed) of ONEness focus in Ancient Text . . . Emissary of the Christ Light, Feminine, of the North Star gaze.   You will find a trajectory of Hope within the sky, astrologically.  Your true Path.  I hold the ONE.  You are holding the (key, keyhole, code) in, is you, me (my) love.”

I am deeply honored that SHE . . . Mary Magdalene and the Divine Feminine . . . continue to bring forth sometimes directly as if in dictation, sometimes in vision, sometimes in conversation, sometimes in feeling, colors, light, sound, and symbols for me to transmit.

What I have learned, especially in these last few months AND days, is that it is NOT for me to hold onto.  What I receive IS to be offered to the Heart of Humanity.

With this influx of information, intelligence, decoding (I keep hearing this word “decoding” as I type right now), there is a transformational process just to transpose and translate if it is not dictated directly in words that I can understand and simply write or speak.

I share this, as more and more, it feels SHE is asking me to step up in receiving more “light language” which is of the heart, pure understanding, and from there to speak that which is felt versus repeating the written/spoken words verbatim. 

My sense is, this language of pure understanding is what we ALL are being asked to do  . . .  to feel and speak the language of the Heart . . . TO Love.

The words that sometimes do come individually, or “pop” in with greater resonance in the field, are a focal point of energy, as if a theme in which to feel into, and then to expand, dispersing the understanding and energy from which they each carry.  It is as if the words themselves are symbols of energy and speak a message all within themselves.

What came on Saturday, July 20th, 2019 was a compilation of themes that have been going on for a few days, specifically the words popping up in frequency were conviction, ministry and authenticity.

07/20/19 . . . 2:00 am.  I woke seeing Blue/Pink colors of energy, feeling it’s the energy of the Divine Masculine/Divine Feminine spinning together.  I wrote “Birth to _________.”

2:02 am.  I am seeing Yeshua and Magdalene on camels, looking towards each other.

3:54 am.  I am seeing Bagpipes.

3:55 am.  I write “Scotland?”

5:28 am.  “Negative . . .  Neutral . . .  Positive.”  The understanding is of seeing things from one of these perceptions or perspectives.  We each have choice what we choose.

Upon waking and getting out of bed I feel the word “conviction.”  Interestingly this word had a strong currency (flow) of vibration in a Somato Sonic Light Energy Session on Friday, the day before.  These are the words given to describe The ROSE CODE Infusion (again words given to me) which are the energies coming forth through me . . .  via hand, sound, light, vision, messages, symbols . . . as I AM being called to be a conduit for transmitting on behalf of the Magdalene Rose Codes of Light as it began back in December.

So this word “conviction” was here again, reverberating so strongly, that when I saw the dictionary on the floor (which just happened to be at the end of the coffee table in plain view and not tucked away on my book shelf), I HAD to look it up.

CONVICTION = the state or appearance of being convinced of the Truth of a belief.  A strong belief, or certainty, as in to speak with conviction; to speak the Truth you believe.  ~ From the New World Dictionary.

07/20/2019 . . . I immediately started writing in my journal.

“The Ministry of Love
Mary Magdalene’s Ministry . . . OF Love . . . TO Love
Is it a Noun (OF Love)?  Or a Verb (TO Love)?
Noun = OF Love = Blissful state . . . Divine Love.
Verb = to Love = exchange, offer, expression of being in action, love is dynamic
Ministry = is to serve, to offer
MMM = Mary Magdalene Ministry TO Love
(similar to the Inner Quest Church – as I am being reminded of when I lived in Georgia)  

An Inner Journey to deepen the Inner Quest to seek Love in ALL things, ALL matters, ALL circumstances, ALL people, ALL ways, ALL relationships, ALL institutions, ALL circumstances.  The Inner Quest is TO Seek Love.

This theme of “Conviction,” feels to be of service, serving, offering, ministering.  Is OF Love . . . and TO Love . . . are they both not a conviction?

To Speak the Truth you believe, not just to speak, but to stand by, for you to uphold it, to live it, to indoctrinate within the fiber of your being, as in to be infused with such Truth that it becomes a Rock or Foundation of your values/principles that guide.

I have Love in my heart and every fiber of Being.

Hold it there . . . Love in your heart.

Do you use it to see with, to speak with, to filter all that comes in and goes out?

It is my Rock (if you will), my foundation on which all stands, to be built as it aligns, or if not aligns, dissolves without consequence or judgment, positive or negative . . . without the polarity of duality.

It is my “conviction to serve Love,” to be of service to LOVE, Divine Love, God/dess, the Creator/Creatress.

Ministry TO Love = Love as a verb.
Ministry OF Love = Love as a noun. 

What is your perception?  Negative . . . Neutral . . . Positive?

Extend Love TO ALL that is.  Align with ALL that ignites the Spark of Joy within your heart to recycle back into the field with an up leveling of vibration/frequency. 

Oneness . . . ALL becomes LOVE = perception, conscious awareness
I am sensing Marianne Williamson Quote . . . “All is either an act OF love or a call TO love.”

Begets or Request => Already in Action
Act of Love = noun
Call to Love = verb

07/21/2019 . . . I AM still feeling into the understanding of what I AM being asked to bring forth in this emanation?  For Love is both . . .  a noun and a verb.

However, the CALL, if you will, as I feel into the words “MARY MAGDALENE’S MINISTRY,”  is for ALL of Humanity TO Love.

TO Love, being a dynamic, fundamental exchange of energy as we live, breath, seek and act from our Hearts.

I feel the imagery of Saturday’ sleep state with the swirling Blue and Pink is the Birthing of this Ministry that holds Divine LOVE at it’s foundation within the Union of the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine . . . just as Yeshua and Magdalene ministered and shared in the Middle East, and later brought to various parts of the world, such as Scotland.  I feel they spoke OF Love and seeded it into our consciousness.  However, NOW . . .  NOW is the time for the seeding to blossom forth and for Love TO bloom.

“Mary Magdalene’s Ministry TO Love” is for ALL of our hearts to blossom just as the ROSE and for us TO quest and seek LOVE in ALL things from the place of neutrality.  It is pure . . . it is simple . . . it is simply TO Love.

And as I feel the calling to bring forth The ROSE Code Infusion more and more into the Heart of Humanity, as a conduit via my energy healing services, I AM honoring my conviction to my Soul’s purpose, AND showing up as my most authentic self.

I feel, HER ministry speaks to each and every one of us, to truly uphold the conviction of our own authenticity, honoring our own heart and extending Love TO oneself, embodying our full Soul expression within the human vessel.

The ROSE Code Infusion has been coming into being over the last few months with a few individual clients.  With it, I feel there is a melding, or infusion, within myself of new energy services in union with the Divine Feminine/Magdalene Rose messages.  It’s as if something is being birthed in my own personal call to serve, or perhaps a new chapter to the book???

Mary Magdalene ROSE Ministry TO Love . . . this in and of itself is my offering today in Divine Service.  With the greatest of humility and in the deepest honoring, of HER sacred ministry TO LOVE being birthed into the world and within every human heart.  May today on July 22, 2019 . . . Mary Magdalene’s Feast Day . . . and everyday forward . . . our hearts blossom, unfold and open TO Love.  Blessed Be.

In Loving Service . . .

More is to come and be shared in regards to The ROSE Code Infusion services.  If you are curious and would like more information, please contact me via a private message through my FB page at Cheryl Berry – Way of the Feminine Force.  https://www.facebook.com/WayoftheFeminineForce

Beautiful Blessings!

© 2019 Cheryl Berry – Way of the Feminine Force, Kent, WA

07/16/2019…7+7+3= 17=8
Today is a number 8 day for this Partial Lunar Eclipse.

I woke up at 4:44 am this morning … not with words as I usually receive … but immersed in the middle of my own personal/sacred ceremony of releasing, clearing, transmuting and reconnecting to Source.

I was barely out of dream state, with the bubbling up of conscious awareness that I was already deep in “my process” of reconnecting and prayer.

Wow…what’s up with this?

I usually do this sacred ritual from a very conscious state of intention at the beginning/end of the day, various times in between, preparing to work with clients or going into meditation … especially in order to be a clear channel and conduit.

This was quite a bit different, as if my higher Self was preparing me well ahead of awakening to the day, for the re-entry to my physical body and earthly experience.

I felt such a deep honoring of gratitude to my higher Self, and I AM presence, for this immersion of releasing, cleansing, and blessing of my vessel, for it truly felt I was being called into ritual, before stepping out into the world.

I felt as if more was being released on a deeper, more expansive, multi-dimensional level, not just for this day, but for this awakening of transformation that begins today with this Partial Lunar Eclipse … and is being anchored over the next 6 months.
I, personally, have felt a sense of overwhelm with “this call of transformation,” as I know MANY of you are feeling.

“There is so much to do” … and as I write I am hearing the lyrics of a song I have been hearing all morning… “so much to do and so many miles away.” However, I can not find the name of the song or the artist, although I can hear it replaying over and over in my head. If any one recognizes it, please let me know!

It ‘s as if these words are simply playing out my feeling of entering this gateway with “so much to do and so many miles away” in order to complete the process of transformation in order to arrive to THIS NEW BEGINNING that my Soul is calling for.

“Let yourself be silently drawn by the strange pull of what you really love.  It will not lead you astray.”  ~ Rumi

So, what I feel comes with today as an offering, is the message that You AND I … we ALL … are being prepared multi-dimensionally. Know that we each are being guided by our higher selves. It takes TRUSTING “the process”…the process of releasing, clearing, purging, and transmuting through Love itself, in order to re-align to the greatest expression of ourselves … to express in our purest form of BEing … as TRUTH, LOVE, JOY, and BEAUTY in this earthly vessel, creating and experiencing Life as a Divine Human.

My prayer is that we are each guided, in each moment, as well as knowing what is the highest offering of BEing and DOing for today? What can we each BE or DO for our own, and collective, process today? “With so much to do,” what is the one thing, or one step, You or I, can take today to shorten these miles of transformation that stretch out before us in our journey?

May we EACH be lead to a sacred ritual, or way of reconnecting ALL parts of our BEing, in order to begin each day for the transformational journey ahead. May we EACH find the guidance we seek from the DIVINE to REALIGN to our greatest expression of Self. May we EACH receive the clarity in knowing what “one step” we EACH can take today for our individual, and collective, journey of Soul for the transformation into TRUTH and LOVE!

“Embrace life and all that God/dess gives you – but never let it contain you.  This world is too small to contain you.”  ~ Yasmin Mogahed

I find myself looking back today and wondering how I got here . . . feeling gratitude . . . a sense of celebration of the journey . . . of the process of growing/evolving . . . and wondering what else is to come AND go in the creation of my life???

It is a moment of embracing what was . . . what is now . . . and what is to come . . . even in the mystery of the unknown.

Today completes my 60th turn around the sun.  So . . .  HOW did that happen???

I feel some tears swelling up, but I am not sure the why?

Perhaps for all that was not created in what sounds like a long time, but feels so short.

Perhaps what was created, yet full of challenge.

Perhaps what was lost and released to what was only for a moment, yet not forever.

Perhaps . . . ???

The known IS that there is a completion with another turn of the wheel . . . or passing of my journey . . . around the Sun.

Oh, the glorious Sun!

How I feel my connection to God/dess through your brilliance and warmth.  Ever since I was a little girl feeling your Golden rays upon me, entrenched in my own little world of creation as I colored . . . probably outside-of-the-lines . . . although I know I learned somewhere along the way it was easier to create under the guidance of others if I did so from “inside-the-lines.”  Then trying to find my way “out-of-the-lines” once again to re-discover my true authentic self, my soul’s way of expressing and creating in the world.  Yes, from these beautiful Golden rays of the Sun . . . I could feel God/dess within myself.

As I felt the warmth of the Sun, I also could see the power of creation as I admired the beautiful flowers that lined the side of our home.  I KNEW I was a part of His/Her creation and this brought great joy to my heart!

Oh yes . . . I must speak of my love and gratitude to the flowers, just as I do the Sun!

For no matter how many turns around the Sun, I embrace the flowers too, for they bring me back to the power of creation, it’s beauty, and the joy of knowing that  “home” is always in my heart.

I share with you this recent writing from my journal and the vision that came with it simply as a reminder to EMBRACE life!  To embrace every turn around the Sun . . . embracing the beauty of the journey . . . it’s twists and turns . . . for often we may be lead in a direction that is unknown, yet far richer and greater in experience than we could ever imagine.  Remember you ALWAYS have the power to create and re-create from your heart . . .  from LOVE . . .  and for the highest and best.  When we do this together, who knows what we may create and re-create within the world???

Allow the power of the Sun’s Golden rays through this Summer Solstice to bring ALL of YOU back home into your heart, where creation on this planet begins.

KNOW that all possibilities and potentiality exist for you to create . . . as you remember that you have the power . . . just as God/dess . . . for ALL resides within your heart.

Your heart has the ability to unfold, bloom, grow and evolve through the power of Divine Love and Joy . . . just like the blossoming flower as she feels the rays of the Sun . . . just like the Rose opens and allows the unfolding of her petals.

06/10/2019 . . . “As I sit here with the morning sun I AM once again bathed in the glory of light as the Christ Codes fill my being of late.  I wish nothing to hinder these rays of the brilliant sun from streaming into, coursing through, into my eyes.  I AM seeing dark Red like I have never seen before…Orange…Yellow.  I sit longer and open my eyes briefly…questioning if this is simply blood vessels within my physical eyes that I see…or true vision?  I go back, closing my eyes…Orange, Pinkish color…as if a faint image of a Rose on the right emerges…fades…seeing now in my entire field…ALL of it filled with a geometric image of the Rose….another Rose emerges from the field, on the left.  Rainbow colors on the left merge with the Red….into barely Green in the top right within my field of vision.  The Greenish turns to Gold…spiral Roses in the field.  I draw three distinct spiraling Roses in the formation of a triangle on one page.  The Gold feels Galactic.  Another image I draw of a Diamond within a circle and light streaming outward…as if seeing individual codes.  Fiery GOLD all around, as if multiple layers of codes from the sun rays, beaming…..3 circles, one right next to the other in sequence, cascading downwards to the left from this Diamond that sits within the center of a sun.  As I look closer, the image appears as if this center Diamond is shining light codes from the Central Sun, beaming it’s rays into us . . . . suggesting that ALL the energy of Creation is beaming down to us, though us, and into a multitude of Roses . . . activating the ROSE . . . activating the spiraling energy of Love . . . of Joy . . . and ALL the energies of Creation that reside within each of our Human Hearts . . . Blessed Be.”  ~ Cheryl Berry May you see within your imagination a four pointed Diamond holding the potential of DIVINE UNITY, surrounded by the Sun shining it’s GOLDEN rays.  The 4 points are only four of the MANY facets within a Diamond that represent the qualities of Divine LOVE that extend down, through, and from the Creator/Creatrix. 

The most northern point, straight up, pointing towards Heaven, is that of PURITY from Source . . . Mother/Father God/dess.

The lateral points on the horizontal plane represent the Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine.  They are parallel and equal . . . holding the energy of Unconditional LOVE and TRUTH.  They are the Divine Son/Daughter and Twin Souls (Brother/Sister.)  They unite in Sacred Union as the Bride/Husband, and become Mother/Father themselves in creating and birthing the Divine Child.

The lowest point, points towards Mother Earth, representing the birth of the Divine Child of God/Goddess and the Child birthed through the Sacred Marriage/Divine Union of the Feminine/Masculine.  The Divine Life Force Energy that is the Soul within each Human Vessel, walking upon earth, holding ALL the LOVE from the Creator Force within each Human Heart.  YOU are the focal point of the Diamond in which the potential for HARMONY is to be created within AND within the collective among ALL of God’s Children.

See these 4 facets, and imagine so many more facets, JOINING into a new Diamond template for creating DIVINE UNITY . . . which is ALL of Humanity creating a new world together, starting from within each Human Heart . . . the Heart which holds the power of Love and the beauty of creation that will unfold just like the ROSE . . . and beyond what we can imagine.

May you embrace the Sun each day, taking the Golden rays into your Heart.

Just like the Sun’s rays invite the blossoming of the Rose to unfold and bloom, invite the receiving and activating of the Diamond Light Codes within your heart. . . . starting with the facets of PURITY, LOVE, TRUTH, and HARMONY.

Imagine these energies to be like the first petals of the Rose unfolding.

These are the first petals that lay the foundation to creating Heaven on Earth in DIVINE UNITY . . . as we journey together . . .  creating heart to heart . . . from this day forward . . . once again . . . another time around the Sun.

In Love & Service,

“Just as the ROSE does bloom, we each have an inborn potential to become. Release the potential and allow the bud to unfold.”
~ Cheryl Berry

“Seasons Change And So Do We” is a title that came to me many years ago as I was entering the Autumn of my life, turning fifty, experiencing menopause, a relationship ending and an empty nest.

For me, all I could feel and sense were “the endings” in my life and in my body.  I was struggling with not wanting to leave the energy of Summer, for the energy of Summer is about creating, growth, and expansion.  It’s a time when women are typically expanding their education, being in relationship, birthing babies, creating families, growing their career.  It’s a time when the body is reaching it’s peak performance.

I didn’t care for the idea, nor the experience of leaving Summer.  I felt I was starting to fall apart and the best years were behind me . . . just like the ROSE starting to have her first petal fall.

What I discovered is that our culture rarely celebrates the many transitions, women experience, especially that of the womb . . . unless it’s of procreation and birth.

Also, our culture rarely celebrates the crone or wise woman, or even the queen in her mastery of continually finding Grace, Joy and Love in her heart each day living life, even with the many years of challenges she has faced, grown from, and acquired pearls of wisdom.

Fortunately for me, I could see the Seasons playing out with my daughter, myself, my sister, and my mother.

I could see how I wanted to shift from feeling depressed and grieving for this time of my life to re-discovering the creative energy of my Soul and feeling Joy in my heart…no matter what my body, or my womb, was going through.

Looking back, “Seasons Change And So Do We” has been incubating for close to nine years. Now, by request, it is finally being birthed by bringing a multitude of my own personal experiences and divine guidance into a 4 hour workshop with the support of various feminine archetypes in guided meditation, as well as through journaling, breath work, and more for women in my community.

“Seasons Change” is designed to explore the different Seasons of a Woman’s Life … from the maiden, mother, crone and queen … and also the transitions of the womb.

Together, in Sister Circle, we hold “Sister Support” to heal the feminine “Wounds of the Womb” in ourselves and that of our lineage.  We also celebrate together, individually and collectively, as we remember, witness and (re)discover the Beauty, Power and Vulnerability in our transitioning from where we have come, to the infinite possibilities that still lie ahead . . .  no matter our age . . . or Season.

We honor the feminine passage of child to maiden . . . maiden to mother . . . mother to crone . . . and crone to queen through the ROSE as SHE symbolizes the graceful passage from Bud to Bloom . . . the Blossoming . . . the first petals falling and leaves withering . . . with the final crowning Rose Hip, the nutrient rich seed of wisdom and grace to be passed on to future generations.

This is an invitation to not only heal the wounds of YOUR past, but that of your daughters, sisters, mother…as well as her lineage…and to re-write more beauty and grace into the Seasons of the Feminine and HER future generations.

It is an opportunity to create a new template and foundation for the women in your family, knowing the old stories and patterning you lived, or witnessed, that no longer need to be repeated.

Now is the time to create a new pathWAY of celebration for life through ALL the Seasons, knowing it is possible to live life, having merged and integrated ALL the energies of Joy (Spring), Love (Summer), Gratitude (Autumn), Grace & Wisdom (Winter).

ALL the qualities of DIVINE LOVE can be held within the human heart . . . no matter a woman’s age . . . and no matter the Season of HER life.

For even in the Season of Winter, although the body may change significantly from that of Spring and Summer, a woman’s HEART and SOUL can still feel Joy and Wonder . . .  just like she did as a child in Springtime.

So with honoring Mother’s Day this May, I wish to dedicate this workshop that is being birthed and this blog to ALL women, of ALL ages and ALL seasons.  This is for YOU to fully heal the wounds of the womb, the wounds of your heart, to re-discover your soul gifts and to fully integrate ALL of who you are, to return to the garden of YOUR heart.

NOW is the Season for YOU to bring ALL of you home, to return to wholeness, to rediscover the pathWAY back to your heart . . . and allow the beauty and grace of the ROSE to show you the WAY.

Season of Spring . . . the years of the Child into Maiden. This Season brings the initiation of a young girl into womanhood with her first menses. Whether this Season came with sunshine and clear skies, or clouds and rain, it is a Season meant to be a time of Innocence, Joy, Wonder, Possibility and Discovery for a young girl’s heart.

Summer is hallmarked with the Maiden becoming the Mother as she steps into the transformational energy of birthing. Whether she births children, a family, a career, or a business, this season is about creative energy abounding and expanding from what a woman desires to create from within her heart and from within her womb. This Season exudes Passion and Love for what her heart wishes to blossom and grow in life, planting the seeds for her legacy as she pours her energy into the Season of growing something upon the earth.

Autumn brings the Season that begins the process of slowing down and the Mother transitions to the Crone or Wise Woman. This is the ultimate involution of her womb, as this prime creative energy center was focused on procreation, now begins this divine phase called menopause. As she embraces this Season of Change as a “moment to pause” . . . and a moment to reflect, whether it be in gratitude or in grief . . . she is able to look at the bounty of Summer and what she has created and grown, or NOT created, nor brought to fruition.  For this is the Season for her awareness to peak and to begin the harvesting of what she has created and what truly has brought AND still brings great Joy to her heart.  It is a time for deeper healing of what was . . .  or was not . . . to forgive herself and to forgive others . . . and to explore how she wishes to create from here forward.

A woman’s heart and womb always has the ability to create and even how she is going to live in creating AND being in the second half of her life. Now is the time where she stands at the threshold to choose . . . will her heart choose to return to Joy and Love, stay in Gratitude, and allow the Beauty of Grace and Wisdom to unfold and blossom??? Or will she choose to be depressed, sad, bitter, angry, unforgiving and stuck???

For it is within this final transition when the heart can fully open, just like the ROSE, in the “allowing of Truth and Love to guide the process.” Truth and Love is what will allow the Crone to emerge fully as the Wise Woman wearing her Crown.

Winter . . . the Divine Feminine’s Heart aches to see how women have been mislead about the Beauty and Creative energy of ALL the Seasons, especially Winter.  Winter for the ROSE holds the final birthing of HERself with the “Rose Hip” . . . the ultimate fruit and the seeds that the Wise Woman has been able to integrate from all the ups and downs within the Seasons of her life.  Here she is able to return to the remembrance and art of mastery.  She becomes the Queen wearing her Crown in all her glory as she has integrated her life’s experiences, allowing her heart to lead her life and all her creative endeavors, big or small, from morning to night within Joy, Love, Passion, Gratitude, Grace and Wisdom.  For these are the future seeds that when planted, are the nutrients that fuel and feed the buds of future generations to grow, blossom and become their full potential from within their own heart . . . and in the WAY of Love.

XOXO ~ Cheryl, Rosa Lee, Rosa May, and Kendra ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

3/6/2019…I wrote in my journal that I was seeing Lisa (Bardell)…friend, sister priestess of Isis, Shamanic practitioner, healer.  I had a big question mark as to WHY?  It felt as if there was to be some collaboration, working in harmony together, supporting each other’s journey, as a catalyst/witness, “support.”  I got a sense I was to learn from her and how she was using Facebook.  It would be a way to do similar activations and spread the healing/word/symbol/energy of my soul’s gifts.

3/7/2019…I did a meditation, looking into my KA Body and saw a big hole to the right.  I asked for healing and saw the pearlescent pod that was anchored in the universe holding my hearts desires…a cosmic “Birthing Chamber.”  It flew with wings to fill in this gapping hole within my KA body and soul.  A vision appeared from a past lifetime.  I was in shackles, my neck and hands.  I was constrained in a wooded block, as if in the town square.  I felt the healing was about replacing this wound with courage, trust and walking with love and in Divine light, my Divine light.  I could see the transformation as a young woman, graceful, elegant, simple, spiritual and received the word…”legacy.”

I had to lay down.  There was a lot of energy around this.  I saw brilliant hues of light that felt “yummy.”  I asked for healing of the public shaming, ridicule, betrayal, humiliation that come from the shackling and restraint.  I saw the wooden shackle, posts and all, appear as mint green.  It felt as if the color represented the “powers that be trying to paint a pretty picture” of this ridicule, to glorify it in their own way.  My sense was this healing would give freedom to my voice and hands:  speaking, singing (using voice/sound in healing), writing, writing the book, and healing through my hands.

A new image was given to me of walking a white path, adorned in a gown of diamond iridescent light, shimmering, as if colors emerged with movement.  I wore a Ruby/Diamond necklace, holding “The Rose Code” (the book I was shown to write), handing roses to the children, to the people, spreading love through my words, my being, my song, voice, book, hands, feeling the union of the Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine within me, as I walked with my Beloved.  He wearing a wreath of branches and green leaves circling his forehead, also his garments of white diamond light.  The DF/DM pouring into me, as it was pouring into HE.  Both of us unified with the DF/DM within each of our vessels.  No polarization, only synchronization or a catapult…of being elevated together in union, max potential.

More was shown relative to the rose, the heart, the central nerve system and spine.  More to be revealed within divine timing….

“Journey of the Rose, Journey of the Oracle, Awakening the Oracle.” 

Awakening our Voice from being publicly shackled.  

“Healing:  TRUST my vision, channel voice and healing ability as a conduit, who/when/what/where to share with visibility.”

As I took all that I was seeing, my sense on one side was the wound of separation, betrayal, abandonment, public shaming, ridicule, humiliation, casting out, ostracized, labeled, false accusation within the tribal community.  On the other side was the healing to come into trust, visibility (no longer playing small, being secretive or privately sharing my gifts), trusting my gifts, using my gifts and being visible with my gifts and when to go public.

As I reflected upon the image of me and my Beloved walking down this white road, I had to walk through an energetic golden door with the double co-joined Christos energy spiraling together and the Rose energy of spirals upon the earth, to witness once again how this golden image would manifest in this dimension through the symbolic act of handing out of roses to activate LOVE in the people’s hearts, feeling Oneness within each of our being, Oneness (union) together and Oneness on this one path, Oneness with the Earth/Humanity, and with the stars (universe), seeing the golden light shine/shower down upon ALL that is…us and the path, Earth, people, animals, the different weaves (kingdoms).  And so it is.

Although I had felt complete, I checked in later to see that “the hole” with my KA body was truly whole.  To my surprise and dismay, there was a remnant, a a fragment remaining to be healed.

Off to the right was a double bar cross…a patriarch cross.  The message was that the “patriarch” was my crucifixion.  The eon’s of patriarch domination over the Feminine… the fear of HER Creative Power, Wisdom, Magick and Healing…that led to HER silencing due to persecution, hanging, witch hunts, torture, shackling, burning……healing of  this wound will be yours, your sisters, and the collective Divine Feminine.  Healing this wound will be HER resurrection.

This “shackling” and silencing is a deep wound of the collective in all women and specifically the Voice and Healing Gifts of the Divine Feminine.

It is a call to heal the pathways of HER heart to express the Truth of HER Soul!

I share ALL of this to not only to liberate my own voice and soul gifts, but to pay honor in the POWER of WITNESSING other women and the sharing of  their soul gifts in the world.  It is the collaboration of the Divine Feminine as I was shown with my vision with Lisa.

There is a greater sense of freedom from your shackles (whether from past trauma or self-imposed in this lifetime), an inspiration to rise from the silence that brings courage and boldness for your own visibility, as you witness another soul sister sharing her gifts…AND especially when her gifts were given for the healing of your heart. In this case, it was for MY heart! ❤

My Testimonial 04/11/2019….I knew there was more to heal around my throat Chakra and speaking my truth. I had seen past lives of various traumas, but this vision of being shackled, this felt like the deepest to heal.

I could still feel shame, being ridiculed and ostracized by my community. I could still feel the fear of being truly visible and publicly seen for all of who I am.  Symbolically I could see this was binding the healing gifts of my voice, hands, and ultimately heart…for the voice and hands are pathways for my heart to express.

I also knew, as I was shown a cross with two horizontal bars, that this “silencing” (i.e. shackling) had been my crucifixion by “the patriarch.”

Healing this was huge, for this moment in time and space, it would be MY resurrection. ❤️

The healing session with Lisa Bardell was beyond my expectation. She created a safe and loving space to connect first and really dive into what was true for me to address.

The healing work was beautiful, as I could hear her voice while seeing in my mind’s eye images of her weaving in and out as the shaman and priestess.

I felt only love and peace, even though I sensed more traumas were being healed than I was ever aware of.

The only vision of violation was seeing a knife being pulled out of my neck.

However, there was no triggering of pain, emotion, or having to relive that lifetime, or any other.

I was free to bear witness to myself without any emotional attachment of fear or pain.

The sacred space she created allowed me to simply stay in Love.

Viewing the video afterwards, actually, brought up some emotion, as I could see the magnitude, power and depth that Lisa was connecting to in this process of clearing and transmuting.

Thank you, Lisa, for your ability to go the depth and the distance!

I could feel greater clarity rising from within.  There was a simplicity to my being as how I was dressed, as if no need except to show up with less, unencumbered, almost naked, but not, as it allowed more of me to be shown in my truth for I no longer was carrying the shackles and all its lower frequencies that came with it.

I also could sense an illumination from within my being, as if I “glowing” from the inside out.  As if the pearls that come through acquired wisdom through the pain, suffering and trauma within the human journey were free to be released from their own shell and bondage, to rise and radiate their frequency of light, love and truth from my heart center and beyond

I look forward to how this will integrate and evolve into my own healing work and writing … through my voice, hands and heart … sharing my truth in the world. ❤

This is the first step to becoming more visible, with revealing the wounds that create vulnerability.  It is also the first step in paying homage to witnessing my sister and her soul gifts.  Much Love, Gratitude and Beautiful Blessings for your continued service, Lisa Bardell, in healing humanity’s heart!

It is also our way within the Priestess Linage of Isis of stepping into collaboration, leading by example to support each other.  For the Divine Feminine voice and expression in the world is about returning to walk in Union with the Divine Masculine within Herself, along with her Beloved partner by her side, and WITH her Beloved Sisters….and Beloved Brothers.  It is for us to bring voice and harmony to our songs.  It is for us to each sing and bring the many melodies within our hearts into a beautiful Octave of Remembrance of ONE.

P.S.  If you would like to see some of the voice healing and photos from my session with Lisa Bardell,  go to Facebook:  Lisa Bardell OR Lisa Bardell – Shamanic Practitioner, Trauma Therapist & Soul Coach.  Post is from April 12, 2019 {Voice Activation & Past Life Trauma Healing}.  I am very honored to witness Lisa’s work for “my process” and to share this with you all, as it offers us BOTH the catalyst to step into our hearts and find the courage to be bold in reclaiming our visibility and HER Voice…the VOICE of the Divine Feminine.  THANK YOU!

In Loving Service . . .

02/23/2019 . . .

As I go into meditation for healing the shadow of the Divine Feminine, I call upon the energies of Lilith, to reveal herself.

I am greeted by the many faces she has shown up . . . either in feminine human form or male human form . . . from early years as a child to the most recent as an adult.

She reveals herself in many ways, in the giving and in the receiving.  In the silencing of voice, squelching of spirit, in judgment, in ridicule, in shame, in questioning self-worth, in doubt, in rejection, in betrayal, in gossip . . .

And as I speak with each one to bring forth the resonance of Truth, Love, Forgiveness, and Healing . . . I also ask for how I have been blessed by this shadow of the Divine Feminine?  How can this serve me, so I can bring forth the Purity of my heart.

THIS, I give my greatest gratitude for finding the path to return to Divine Love and the remembrance I have choice . . . and I choose LOVE . . . always . . . and in ALL Ways.  My choice is to choose LOVE and to align with Truth from within AND to align with LOVE and Truth from without.

After exploring all the many faces and experiences that Lilith has presented herself, I look at Lilith across from me, face to face.

I do not see a bitter, negative, dark shadow feminine energy.  She is actually clothed in white.  I see one who is ready to step fully into the light, owning her truth and ready to uphold her heart.   I see her in fullness, ready to step into the flame that is sitting between us, between our hearts.  She stands, as if she has been waiting for me to recognize her, and for me to bring her home fully as I can truly see her many faces turn into one.

I invite her to step into the eternal flame of divine love within my heart, to transmute all lower vibration that she represents that may have been received . . . or originated from . . .  within me.

I ask her to reunite with me, for ALL to be transmuted in love, light and love even more fully . . . and divinely . . . for the restoration of my original divine blueprint.

As she steps into the flame, I see a full circle of Lilith’s, a collective of faces and her energy stepping into the eternal flame of my heart.  It is as if ALL the energies within the circle are saying we are ready as well.  We are ready to return to LOVE, to Divine Purity and Grace.  It is from here, within the purity of the heart, where LOVE is chosen for creation forward.

As I see the many Lilith’s within the eternal flame, I sense the “Rising of the Phoenix,” and a new Lilith going through a metamorphosis.

Within the flames, an eye of the Peacock feather emerges.

From the ashes and flames I see something more white unfolding, unsure if these are petal or wings.

They are the beating of wings . . . four in total . . . white, pearlescent, translucent.

Are these the wings of an angel?

A butterfly?

Perhaps a dragonfly?

Or even a fairy?

I am taken below, for my vision to see the body that sits beneath the wings.

She is simply a tiny Bee with beautiful, delicate wings.

She flies into the garden.

She has returned to the garden of creation where she originally left.

She flies from flower to flower, from rose to rose.

Her feet take the pollen, the substrate of the nectar and sweetness of life (i.e. the honey), sharing between all the flowers, and all the roses, of the garden.

Her flight, and the dance of her feet, have the potential to reconnect the roses, to bring back the feminine circle of sisterhood.

She is offering by her new presence to return the garden of creation into a place where the Divine Feminine is honored and uplifted in community and collaboration.

She, too, has returned to BEE part of community within the Divine Feminine.

She teaches us that the circle sits comfortably within the shape of the hexagonal honeycomb.

The Divine Feminine Circle of Sisterhood sits with ease and beauty within this structure.

The honeycomb houses the womb where the nectar of life is created . . . the sweetness and JOY . . that fills and nourishes our hearts.  ALL is birthed forth from us working together as a collective.

She also teaches us that she still has a stinger.  THIS is her reminder that we have choice.

LOVE and uniting as ONE is a conscious choice that our heart chooses.  And when we choose LOVE . . . Life in all of it’s co-creative energy with the Divine can bring forth and birth the greatest of sweetness . . . the beautiful nectar . . . the honey.

It is a collective process in creating honey . .  this sweet nectar that flows, nourishes, sustains, and heals.  It is the food of the garden, the sweetness of life.

It is the pureness of  JOY that is birthed from within the divine union of your whole being, residing within your heart.

It is the JOY birthed from within the sacred collective, for we have healed and returned to the garden of creation.  All the flowers, and all the roses, are now BEEing connected within the Divine Feminine Circle of Sisterhood that the garden has been waiting for.

NOW is the time . . .

My deepest gratitude to the many soul sisters and teachers whoso love and messages brought forth this weaving and understanding through vision.  May this resonate, not only within my heart and for myself, but also for the collective healing for the Divine Feminine, along with the Divine Masculine, as we continue to come into harmonious union together.

~ Cheryl Berry